Yesterday had to work overtime in college for musical. The Rock & Roll dance was not ready so Me, Dar, Tars & others had to put on some OT to get it done for Orientation next year. [Hope we will remember everything come next year] Our routine-[Me & Dar] could be the most difficult to execute but its very simple when compared to Naz & Sam's crazy combos. But the most elegant finish/pose award would be awarded to Hao & Nicky aka Auntie, but this is only possible becoz of me & Naz *feel so proud jkjk* XD .As for Tars & partner-who-i-keep-forgetting-his-name their would earn my patience award...especially Tars =)
We got our routines in order & showed to Mr. K
While practicing, Me, Tars & Dar chat alot of stuff [crap & some stuff =)] it juz make me wonder why can't we be like that again? No "let bygones be bygones" ? Anyhoo, we chat so much until we lost track of time. I even called ah Khai to join us. XD After practicing & showing it to Mr.K, I followed ah Khai back but we decided to invade Zi Xian's house. WAKAKAKAKAKAKA XD On the way we "ta pau" McDonald to make Zi Xian drool MUAHAHAAHAHA [OMG I'm so evil =/] We literally waste time in his house. I talked crap, Khai watch show, Xian Dota & online...hahaha...but it was fun =D
p/s: Hope I can this more often next time. Hopefully with that certain kind of friends =)
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
Saturday, December 05, 2009
The "Ultimate" PC Fair
Today is the day the so-called "Ultimate" PC Fair is on at the KL Convention Center. Went there with computer genius Xian Tze to check out the prices & I thought I could get a hard disk there. Went to subang to take the bus to KL Sentral but we ended up in Pasar Seni XD Then we took the rapid KL. OMG it was so funny. We thought we were so lucky to reach there & can straight get into the train. Mana tau when the doors open...there was a sign saying "Trial Run" ... We were like stunned XD hahaha...coz its always full/almost full but we saw the train empty...HAHAHA~ *awkward*
As usual at any of these events the amount of people there is unbelievable. Right from the station, everyone is heading to the same destination. Their looks are so focused in getting a bargain for an item they long for. As if they would oso kill for it. If that wasn't bad enough, the sales' persons there are fighting over customers, passing leaflets to everyone who pass buy, drag people into their booth, scream & shout their promotions to fight of other competition. OMG it was like a battlefield in there...hahaha...for both the customers & merchants. Even to get from point A to point B is such a hassle. The big disappointment would be the items sold there were as sucky as it gets. It was all not worth it. It could just be the worst PC Fair yet. Anyway, it was a good experience for me, get to train myself to get in & out of "pasar malam" situations without getting hurt. XD
p/s: it was 15 weeks ago that horrible tragedy struck~ Till now I wish I could change it~ Sorry~
As usual at any of these events the amount of people there is unbelievable. Right from the station, everyone is heading to the same destination. Their looks are so focused in getting a bargain for an item they long for. As if they would oso kill for it. If that wasn't bad enough, the sales' persons there are fighting over customers, passing leaflets to everyone who pass buy, drag people into their booth, scream & shout their promotions to fight of other competition. OMG it was like a battlefield in there...hahaha...for both the customers & merchants. Even to get from point A to point B is such a hassle. The big disappointment would be the items sold there were as sucky as it gets. It was all not worth it. It could just be the worst PC Fair yet. Anyway, it was a good experience for me, get to train myself to get in & out of "pasar malam" situations without getting hurt. XD
p/s: it was 15 weeks ago that horrible tragedy struck~ Till now I wish I could change it~ Sorry~
Wait I Will =)
Waiting for the reply is just a thing
But the real thing would be the pure friendship of it
The answer does not really matter as long as the its the truth
Though you might not know/remember about it now
You will sooner or later coz its the foundation of every friendship
You might have done things that many never thought of doing
Thats why whatever the answer is
It will not change a thing for the worse
I might even noe wat the answer is..hahahaha...but i need to noe it from ur mouth =)
So I'll wait...hahaha...no worries..I'm not in a rush X)
p/s: Don't stress yourself thinking bout it ya~
But the real thing would be the pure friendship of it
The answer does not really matter as long as the its the truth
Though you might not know/remember about it now
You will sooner or later coz its the foundation of every friendship
You might have done things that many never thought of doing
Thats why whatever the answer is
It will not change a thing for the worse
I might even noe wat the answer is..hahahaha...but i need to noe it from ur mouth =)
So I'll wait...hahaha...no worries..I'm not in a rush X)
p/s: Don't stress yourself thinking bout it ya~
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
The "LAST MINUTE" Day
Today was virtually a "last minute" & "wasteful" day. OMG I couldn't believe that a day like this could actually happen. So much emotions going to come out of me now, just like the last time that cost me a friendship. *chill chill chill* *can't do it=(*
The day started of with a boring chemistry practical that we literally finish in 45 mins-[including discussion] Miss Chin let us off early so I followed "the" girls to makan. It was the first of the days where the 6 guys were not in class. They all are having fun in Genting. The brounch was a really slow one. Not much talking. "No interaction between ... ... ..." [dunno why but is it beacuse of the last time haiz...sad] After that, I head to the Physics Lab aka Home Base to burn time before goin for BORING Maths class. Then the best part starts.
After the class end [time=12.30], I did the usual & head back to Home Base with Mark (new recruit) to burn time waiting for Bio class [time=1.30] so at about 12.50 I got the "GREATEST" news I could hear, BIOLOGY CLASS CANCELLED!!! I WAS VIRTUALLY STUNNED & ANGRY!!! We are so behind schedule & class is cancelled. [the only reason I keep coming to class/college is to be around friends n yet this happens] If that was not bad enough, I had to find a way to burn almost 3 hours of time-[coz musical starts at 4] in a boring place where nothing can be done. OMG I can cry ah tat time. WTF CAN I DO!!!
Musical went ok. Dancing was ok but to dance like what I did today I virtually quit it. SO HATE IT!!! -[trying to chill SIGH] Then I got to wait till 8.30p.m for my dad to fetch me. SIGH~ Once I got home, I do what I always do, MSN~ thats the only thing that can take the edge off. But this time, I exploded because of it. I found out & I was SHOCKED & DISAPPOINTED!
Mentioning bout 3 ppl here:-
Why be so selfish & hold a freaking grudge on me! I noe its my fault & I'm honestly sorry.What more can I do? Travel back in time to change it? I would if I could but I can't. So u tell me what to do...
I noe u wanna mix around but u only take care of urself? WTH is that? Selfish? Self-centered? I noe u have a skill that is common around ppl now but no one does it like you. You so mastered it d. Its called using ppl. Heard of it? I think you haven. You crashed my hopes & caused a friendship. I'm so stupid to believe you, even for a moment,it was all a fake. So STOP IT OR I'LL TEAR DOWN THAT MASK OF YOURS!
To noe that it was an all-girls affair, I might understand why-[if the thought of wanting to invite some other ppl to tag along ever appeared to cross ur mind]there was no invitation. But have you ever heard the phrase "its the thought that counts" ? I bet you haven't, have ya...? So why don'cha look it up the dictionary & learn it coz if u dunno that, it means u must have been flashing ur $$$ around ................... Or I could be wrong? Only GOD knows & you should noe it too unless again you have been living in denial.......
These comments might/is very stupid to put here but I'm tired of being patient & waiting, being used over & over again, being the one who gets hurt everytime when NO ONE EVER CARES! So I noe this was all not necessary but I can't take it any longer~ You were not there for me now because after what happened I lost my way & the shipwreck just made it worse!
Sorry if this hurt anybody. Hope no views of me has changed. Then again I might be dreaming coz you all might hold a grudge against me so....again I'm just sorry...SINCERELY SORRY
p/s: LOST A FRIEND LED ME TO LOSE MY MIND & HEART~
The day started of with a boring chemistry practical that we literally finish in 45 mins-[including discussion] Miss Chin let us off early so I followed "the" girls to makan. It was the first of the days where the 6 guys were not in class. They all are having fun in Genting. The brounch was a really slow one. Not much talking. "No interaction between ... ... ..." [dunno why but is it beacuse of the last time haiz...sad] After that, I head to the Physics Lab aka Home Base to burn time before goin for BORING Maths class. Then the best part starts.
After the class end [time=12.30], I did the usual & head back to Home Base with Mark (new recruit) to burn time waiting for Bio class [time=1.30] so at about 12.50 I got the "GREATEST" news I could hear, BIOLOGY CLASS CANCELLED!!! I WAS VIRTUALLY STUNNED & ANGRY!!! We are so behind schedule & class is cancelled. [the only reason I keep coming to class/college is to be around friends n yet this happens] If that was not bad enough, I had to find a way to burn almost 3 hours of time-[coz musical starts at 4] in a boring place where nothing can be done. OMG I can cry ah tat time. WTF CAN I DO!!!
Musical went ok. Dancing was ok but to dance like what I did today I virtually quit it. SO HATE IT!!! -[trying to chill SIGH] Then I got to wait till 8.30p.m for my dad to fetch me. SIGH~ Once I got home, I do what I always do, MSN~ thats the only thing that can take the edge off. But this time, I exploded because of it. I found out & I was SHOCKED & DISAPPOINTED!
Mentioning bout 3 ppl here:-
Why be so selfish & hold a freaking grudge on me! I noe its my fault & I'm honestly sorry.What more can I do? Travel back in time to change it? I would if I could but I can't. So u tell me what to do...
I noe u wanna mix around but u only take care of urself? WTH is that? Selfish? Self-centered? I noe u have a skill that is common around ppl now but no one does it like you. You so mastered it d. Its called using ppl. Heard of it? I think you haven. You crashed my hopes & caused a friendship. I'm so stupid to believe you, even for a moment,it was all a fake. So STOP IT OR I'LL TEAR DOWN THAT MASK OF YOURS!
To noe that it was an all-girls affair, I might understand why-[if the thought of wanting to invite some other ppl to tag along ever appeared to cross ur mind]there was no invitation. But have you ever heard the phrase "its the thought that counts" ? I bet you haven't, have ya...? So why don'cha look it up the dictionary & learn it coz if u dunno that, it means u must have been flashing ur $$$ around ................... Or I could be wrong? Only GOD knows & you should noe it too unless again you have been living in denial.......
These comments might/is very stupid to put here but I'm tired of being patient & waiting, being used over & over again, being the one who gets hurt everytime when NO ONE EVER CARES! So I noe this was all not necessary but I can't take it any longer~ You were not there for me now because after what happened I lost my way & the shipwreck just made it worse!
Sorry if this hurt anybody. Hope no views of me has changed. Then again I might be dreaming coz you all might hold a grudge against me so....again I'm just sorry...SINCERELY SORRY
INSTANT KARMA
p/s: LOST A FRIEND LED ME TO LOSE MY MIND & HEART~
Friday, November 27, 2009
~ Wedding Dress ~
니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo
니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil
Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo
노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil
Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo
노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun
no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh
너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
The english caption is in the video. This is something like how I feel right now~
What Kind of a Plan? You Decide~
Yesterday was Sin Hui's birthday, so the usual thing would be to celebrate it in Pyramid with the usual people because "some" of them were "didn't know" or "not free". But that's not what this post is all about.
Its gonna be what I thought would be, for me, the best thing that could have happened to me yesterday because it was really a hectic day, so many activities going on but since everything is so unpredictable & humans are also "VERY UNPREDICTABLE" so anything goes and just like what happened the plan was really expected by me but unexpected that I was like that. So was it a Dream Plan or was it a Nightmare Plan. You decide:-
Its gonna be what I thought would be, for me, the best thing that could have happened to me yesterday because it was really a hectic day, so many activities going on but since everything is so unpredictable & humans are also "VERY UNPREDICTABLE" so anything goes and just like what happened the plan was really expected by me but unexpected that I was like that. So was it a Dream Plan or was it a Nightmare Plan. You decide:-
~ The Dream Plan ~
Classes start from 8.30 until 12.15 non-stop
Then lunch break until 1.30 before going for Biology Marathon until 3.30
During class Ms. Nesa read my mind totally & expressed my thoughts to the class
Then rush to Platinum for Futsal with Cliff & the gang
S1 Vs S3 = S1 trash S3 wakakakaka
Have fun/workout there till 5 before changing & "refreshing" myself for later
Then head back to college at 5.15 tops
Head down to "home-base" & report myself for duty till I get her sms
Gotten my orders & coordinates I leave for Pyramid
Have dinner with them without the fear of being the only guy
Think of more plans to end the day on a high
Head back home at about 10.30/11.00 & blog all about it the whole night
~ The Nightmare Plan ~
Classes start at 8.30 until 12.15 non-stop
Got off on a bad note as I got to act like a coward
Lunch in Medan before going for a Biology Marathon at 1.30
During Biology, Ms.Nesa read my mind about the class & shared it with the class
People didn't take it seriously
They will rather hear it form a teacher at a later stage than from a person who tells them earlier
Has the feeling that I'm gonna be right in the sense it will not work
Leave for futsal with Cliff & the gang
Was suppose to be there and start at 3.40 but ended up starting at 4.00
Was not a S1 Vs S3
S3 no complete team so was a mix game
Lost my feel around football & lost my shooting n dribbling skills
Reach college & went to musical all sweating & waiting for the sms
They started & finished without me
No plans after that & told me I dun need to go d
That time I know about it was 5.45
Had to spend 5 hours plus in sunway alone with excess baggage
Literally wasted my time there
Got bored in sunway so went to AC to kill time
That place stinks but had to wait for my dad there
Got back home at 11 & just online
Blog the whole experience when I get the mood
Classes start from 8.30 until 12.15 non-stop
Then lunch break until 1.30 before going for Biology Marathon until 3.30
During class Ms. Nesa read my mind totally & expressed my thoughts to the class
Then rush to Platinum for Futsal with Cliff & the gang
S1 Vs S3 = S1 trash S3 wakakakaka
Have fun/workout there till 5 before changing & "refreshing" myself for later
Then head back to college at 5.15 tops
Head down to "home-base" & report myself for duty till I get her sms
Gotten my orders & coordinates I leave for Pyramid
Have dinner with them without the fear of being the only guy
Think of more plans to end the day on a high
Head back home at about 10.30/11.00 & blog all about it the whole night
~ The Nightmare Plan ~
Classes start at 8.30 until 12.15 non-stop
Got off on a bad note as I got to act like a coward
Lunch in Medan before going for a Biology Marathon at 1.30
During Biology, Ms.Nesa read my mind about the class & shared it with the class
People didn't take it seriously
They will rather hear it form a teacher at a later stage than from a person who tells them earlier
Has the feeling that I'm gonna be right in the sense it will not work
Leave for futsal with Cliff & the gang
Was suppose to be there and start at 3.40 but ended up starting at 4.00
Was not a S1 Vs S3
S3 no complete team so was a mix game
Lost my feel around football & lost my shooting n dribbling skills
Reach college & went to musical all sweating & waiting for the sms
They started & finished without me
No plans after that & told me I dun need to go d
That time I know about it was 5.45
Had to spend 5 hours plus in sunway alone with excess baggage
Literally wasted my time there
Got bored in sunway so went to AC to kill time
That place stinks but had to wait for my dad there
Got back home at 11 & just online
Blog the whole experience when I get the mood
So what do ya think? Is it a dream? Or a nightmare? Or even both producing a mixture that tells the truth, all the truth & nothing but the truth. You make the decision to believe what you really want. I just can't believe I'm really like that...so~ [FYI=I'm not holding any grudges. Just for your information] No wonder Ms. Nesa told us about all that and no wonder I knew nothing was gonna change it.
My plans for the whole week...RUINED JUST IN A SPLIT SECOND~ How "lucky" could I be!
p/s: Guilt? Stupidity? Karma? I just dunno what to believe! I'm just a disposable toy! So easily obtained & thrown away!
My plans for the whole week...RUINED JUST IN A SPLIT SECOND~ How "lucky" could I be!
p/s: Guilt? Stupidity? Karma? I just dunno what to believe! I'm just a disposable toy! So easily obtained & thrown away!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Happy Birthday Sin Hui
Best known for her giggling when she is nervous, hesitation when answering certain questions, and her endless smile which is sometimes as *@*3 as it could be.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIN HUI!!! - [see i din write your full name =p]
Hope all your dreams & wishes come true - [focus on studies ah not on "him" ah =p *i think i noe who d*]
Grow up to who you are suppose to be.
Don't only live in your world.
Live in THE REAL WORLD where there are friends *new & old*
I just hope you won't be *@*3 and **|*!$* in all ways ya please.
I'm just saying. No need to follow if you dun wan since you are "higher than me in rank". Plus its your birthday today, I should not be so rud3.
Thanks for the card. Hope you like the present. =)
Sorry I couldn't go for the celebration with you all just now.
p/s: Are you treating me as a friend or something else? *you should know what I mean*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIN HUI!!! - [see i din write your full name =p]
Hope all your dreams & wishes come true - [focus on studies ah not on "him" ah =p *i think i noe who d*]
Grow up to who you are suppose to be.
Don't only live in your world.
Live in THE REAL WORLD where there are friends *new & old*
I just hope you won't be *@*3 and **|*!$* in all ways ya please.
I'm just saying. No need to follow if you dun wan since you are "higher than me in rank". Plus its your birthday today, I should not be so rud3.
Thanks for the card. Hope you like the present. =)
Sorry I couldn't go for the celebration with you all just now.
p/s: Are you treating me as a friend or something else? *you should know what I mean*
Monday, November 23, 2009
Back to classes
The weekends are over
Exam are all done & dusted
Outing plans all failed
Back to class all over again
New syllabus is gonna start
A2 is gonna be hell to me
Books & notes will be haunting me
Friends may be deserting me
Family will be leaving me
Loneliness will be with me again
Tonnes of work starts to pile up
Positive thinking flows in then out
Can't it just stay in there?
Smile Smile Smile Smile Smile
Must really smile d
But no inspiration~
What happen to my old carefree life?
Everyone seem to be blogging bout interest but not their life
OMG I'm really goin to the dark side
MUST RUNAWAY!!!
So miss the times we had together
All the talk & laughter
It can never be replaced
But will always be cherished
p/s: 2 more weeks to holidays! Friends, yam cha bo? Holiday plans? Hope to settle things before the holidays~
Exam are all done & dusted
Outing plans all failed
Back to class all over again
New syllabus is gonna start
A2 is gonna be hell to me
Books & notes will be haunting me
Friends may be deserting me
Family will be leaving me
Loneliness will be with me again
Tonnes of work starts to pile up
Positive thinking flows in then out
Can't it just stay in there?
Smile Smile Smile Smile Smile
Must really smile d
But no inspiration~
What happen to my old carefree life?
Everyone seem to be blogging bout interest but not their life
OMG I'm really goin to the dark side
MUST RUNAWAY!!!
So miss the times we had together
All the talk & laughter
It can never be replaced
But will always be cherished
p/s: 2 more weeks to holidays! Friends, yam cha bo? Holiday plans? Hope to settle things before the holidays~
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